todae did not bring any books to skool. my bag so freaking light. okay so first period was chem. went to chem lab and did practical on energy changes. exothermic and endothermic reactions. took two periods before had physics. luckily borrowed from adilah. thanks adilah! if not for u, i would have gotten 1 demerit point for not doing the physics tb structured questions. went through a new chapter. not new cause already learn it in chem lesson. kinetic particle theory. i hate that chapter cause i cannot seem to do it. i cannot interpret the question. so pissed off. so recess was next. queue up for food. since there were a lot of ppl, i was the one of last few to order. me and amira was like pushing each other. what the hell. in the end, nazri who was behind us got the food first. so ate like so fast cause maths was aft recess. came up late. got a whole stack of papers to do. got ack my maths results. scored a b4 for it.mt. talk and talk and talk. aft skool, went amk hub for a while. sohlihin wanted to find a present for his friend. amira then have to go home to send her father to doctor. so sent her home. on the way there, me and sohlihin was like 'playing' with amira. amira then took revenge on us. hehe. then went to hougang mall to search for sohlihin present. after which took 74 back to school. got training. 6 rounds. passes. and then footwork. taught the sec 1 stepping and pivoting. then had a game with them. after which it started to rain and ended there. went home with chloe. talked bout many stuffs. reached home @ 6.30pm. so tired.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDA!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FION!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAHRAN!!
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY JUN HUI!!
okay so three birthdays are celebrated today. happy birthday to all. the day after CNY was lethargic. had bio for the first period. went through heredity questions. english was up next. got a scolding from mrs anand for our work. must take pride in my work from now on. must do my best for 'o's. aft tt got pe. did not participate cause scared tat i sprain my ankle again. worst nightmare. btw wad up wif elyssa?? i did not do anything wrong and there she is 'jeling' at me. what is your problem girl?? and now amira is kinda doing that also. okay ppl. tmr u see me and i will 'jeling' at u! aft pe, recess. eat then walk around the sec 1 classes to find my cousin. too bad for me i could not find her. malay was next. talked bout stuffs. then maths. nvr change back to uniform so have to wear the blouse over the shirt. freaking hot. started on standard deviation. very dry topic but tedious workings. tmr got back amaths test. scary. hopefully i pass. went to hml and did cerpen. and walked around amk hub before going home.

to all my chinese friends or those who celebrate chinese new year, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!! to those who do not celebrate chinese new year, chill out yea. okay first thing first. mum and second sis went to malaysia and so me and first sis stay at home. we are supposed to finish up our hw but that can wait. we actually watch tv and hang out first. chill first. want to go out also most of the shops closed. as u know today is chinese new year eve. so it is like deserted if go out. most of the shops closed. so might as well stay at home. just use some of ur brain and crack out what to do for these two days. it won't die. so my ultimate goal for next week is to finish all my hw. especially maths. i not flunging my maths ever again. not to forget physics and chemistry. this is my 'o' level year so i must work hard. must at least get single digit. if not 10 points would be good enough. no more playing. buck up. i can do it. believe i can do it.

alright yesterday had amaths test. it looks easy but it is confusing. did a stupid careless mistake and lost lots of marks. dammit. it will be last test that i will not study. i promise. aft school, had lunch with dorothy and then accompany her to the briefing for the sandcastle building. leave half way cause got training. moreover, the sec 1s are coming for training. so help out. quite a number of good players. hopefully they can be as good as the main team. hot sun cause me to get darker already. hopefully nxt fri would not be as hot as yesterdae. tomoro mum and sis are going to malaysia. so me and first sis stay at home finishing up our hw. let's see what's in line for us tomoro. hehe!!

today had career conference at skool. i am supposed to choose 4 out of 12 talks that are given. so i chose nursing, architecture, banking and entrepreneurship/ accounting. all of them are in the I room except for the entrepreneurship/accounting which is in the AVA room. amira suggested that we wait for the sec 3 to come back from their camp but they actually came back before our career conference ends. their camp shirt was nice. brown and orange. it was alright. then head for hml. reached damn early around 2 pm and the lesson has not even ended. so study idioms cause got test!! okay so here's how the test went. we got the paper and start doing like normal. but. the paper was DAMN DIFFICULT! what the hell! all the idioms that i memorise do not match the questions. my summary exceeds the word limit by 2 FREAKING words. in the end just hand in the paper at 5pm. then walked to the bustop with shamin and hidayah. discussing bout the paper. then went home.

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY!!
- my FREAKING watch fell on the road and it broke!!
- i took my IC today.(picture sucks)
- i spent ALL my money even before the week ends.
- URGH!! tomorrow got SCHOOL!!

today is one hectic day for me. seriously. wished that today is one free day for me but it does not turn out MY way. okay firstly, yesterday, me and my family slept at aloha loyang. kinda of overnight there. on a SUNDAY. wish i got no skool the next day which is today but unfortunately THERE IS!! so woke up @ 5.30 am. had only 4 hours of sleep and was aching everywhere. dammit. so luckily there is kak adlina that sent me to the pasir ris interchange. bus 88 came shortly aft tt. it is weird when u are the only one in ur skool uniform at the interchange and people are STARING at u. that was how i feel. so the journey was freaking 1 hour and i was late. lucliky nvr got green slip. reached skool at 7.35am. wtf!! so first up was head down to nyp. had a speech by a lecturer about nyp. seriously that skool was fucking big and i think i can get lost there. so aft tt had refreshments and then followed by touring around the skool. went to chemical and life sciences school. cool but quite boring. next we went to the school of it. not bad. then went to the interactive and digital media. ask question and got a badge. got a cute little badge. then last but not least the school of health science. watch how they prepare before going into the operating theatre. then watch the process of how women deliver babies. then meet adilah and had lunch at ljs. then head down to anderson sec for hml before going home. overall: fucking tired!!

okay, it's been a long time since i update my blog. firstly, it is the start of the new year. not really start. it is the middle. this year is my hell year. so i must work hard so that i can get a good results and go to my choice of skool. ever since the new year start, i have lots of hw and i do not really have the time to update my blog. sorry bout that. it is also because of my com that has some problem. this sunday aka tmr, my family will be going to chalet and maybe overnight there. so may not update again. hopefully i would not be late for skool on monday. learning festival on the first three days of the week. go nyp on the first day. drama planning on the second day and career conference on the third day. then skool as per normal on the rest of the two days. timetable is like shit. on tuesday, got all three sciences on the the same day. what the hell. then there is training on every friday. friday is like my fun day as can go home early. haiz. life being a sec 4 sucks. have to manage ur time between studies and also cca so that u will not flung ur 'O's and also getting a good cca record cause now there is also 2 cca bonus point. so must attend every cca till april. aft tt mugging every day so that won't flung 'O's. hope it will be over soon.